Wow!
In a couple of days, I will be having my 6 weeks check up following Radiation
and 3 month check up following Chemo.
In a way it is hard to believe it has been that long. In other ways ... I am feeling better and stronger. I get frustrated at times, but it is because I unrealistically feel it should be faster. Some of the side effects of the treatments are slower to leave such as the weakness, achy feeling in my fingers and sometimes obvious numbness in my toes, the nails returning to normal, etc. However, there are fewer times of noticing the numbness although every once in awhile my toes will have a shooting pain-like a light electric shock; I am doing more and the tiredness is less and naps bring back energy' the fingernails are getting close to being all back to normal; the 2 toenails are beginning to show signs of growing out normally; and my hair is growing and getting thicker and has dark among some gray.
I am working at trying to be patient and to build "line upon line, precept upon precept" in regaining my strength and stamina, returning to a more active lifestyle, and discovering what my retirement is about. I know I have "things to do" that are and will be productive and meaningful to me and others. I am just not sure what that picture looks like yet. I treated myself to a Jawbone UP 24 for Christmas to help with the strength and stamina. Benjamin and Suzanna helped me get it up and running, so to speak, yesterday. The rest is "here a little, there a little".
As I look back at 2014, it has been a good year. There have been some very hard challenges and times that were difficult both physically and emotionally, but there have been some really good and touching things as well. One of the strongest things is the verification and the evidence of my Heavenly Father's love and protective, supportive hand in my daily life. Another was the outpouring of love and support of my family and friends. I am so grateful for each of you.
I am excited for 2015. I feel it will be a year of with changes and progress.