Update: Only 6 More Chemo Treatments

I am excited as the number of weeks and treatments of chemo gets smaller.  This part of the chemo is not as difficult as the first part.
I was telling Shawn today that I seem to have different lives within my one life. There are the days like the last few where I don't feel well at all.  While I don't feel as bad as I have previously, I seem to work on getting through them in pretty good fashion and don't think very much about other things.  Then there are days when I feel pretty good.  On those days, I think of so many things that I want and think I feel like doing.  I do many of them and love it.  I find it easy to consider doing many things, but I have to remember that my energy is limited.  I find these days exciting and full of energy.  It seems to me they are getting better as I can see the number of treatments to go getting smaller.  However, Shawn's perception is that he can see that I am weaker which is what the doctors have told me would be the case.  He said he can see it on the days I am not feeling well.  I do look forward to the month or so when I have no treatments before the radiation begins. Right now I am not thinking about that.  It will happen as it happens. BUT I am looking forward and thinking that by Christmas, I will have at least some hair again!!!!!!!